Feeling Human Again

It's still surreal that a week ago I had a BFP. My dream was that much within reach. A BFP. My very own. A few days later though it slipped away fairly silently. I literally woke up to (graphic expressions removed) AF. I had had no spotting, cramping or anything. But it did seem a little easier this time around- maybe becuase it caught me fairly off-guard? Or because it was so early?

Tomorrow is the day I will definitely talk to the doc; the results of my second set of b/w will be in, probably in the afternoon. I will call her in the morning and advise her of the w/e's events. Not going to be fun but I am sure I will make it. I will keep you guys updated on what she says... I have a suspicion that progesterone (or, should I say, a lack thereof) may be the issue. We find out more tomorrow.